I had been feeling stronger at the end of last week. Not sure why, just I guess that life comes in waves, with troughs and crests.
I'm badly in a trough right now.
It's just hit me - life with me is so bad, he is willing to be a part-time father to our daughter. To miss special moments and day-to-day life. To destroy her sense of trust and security in the world that comes from being raised in a two-parent household. To increase her risk of getting divorced herself.
That's how bad life is with me.
9 hours ago